Final Wish

I wake up and it's raining,
as the day goes by,
the pain increases,
and i start to cry.

I lay on my bed,
I close my eyes
I say "it will get better",
it's all a lie.

I know i have friends,
that love me dear,
but it's as if I've
begun to dissapear.

I don't want to go,
I don't want to part,
but all the pain,
has reached my heart.

I wish you could come,
but then thats not right,
but please promise this,
it wont end in a fight.

The pain,
which has being killing me so,
has finally won,
It's my time to go.

It's all over now,
I hope you'll forgive me,
but please, with all your heart,
will you remember me?